Wednesday 20 April 2011

A Call to Consciousness, Unity and Transformation

A Call to Consciousness, Unity and Transformation
By nicolya christi

featured in Kindred Spirit Jan/Feb 09 issue

nicolyaMayan Prophesy and the Raising of the Vibration of the Earth and its Inhabitants

As human beings on earth we are on the cusp of an era of peace, a time the Mayans refer to as the ‘in-between’, the time of transition between the World of the Fourth Sun and the World of the Fifth Sun. Millions of people around the globe have taken part in ceremonies and gatherings to pave the way for the smooth transition to this new era - the World of the Fifth Sun. As we pass through this transition we are experiencing ongoing Earth changes including, social chaos, environmental destruction, war, financial instability and political restructuring. December 21, 2012 is the date the Mayans prophesied as a rebirth, the start of a new world. Astronomically, it is also signified by the solar meridian crossing the galactic equator and the Earth aligning itself with to centre of the galaxy. At sunrise on December 21, 2012 for the first time in 26,000 years the sun rises to conjunct the intersection of the MIlky Way and the plane of the ecliptic, forming a cosmic cross. It is said that this alignment with the heart of the galaxy in 2012 will open a portal for cosmic energy to flow to the Earth, cleansing it and all who dwell upon it, raising all to a higher level of vibration. This process has already begun, catalysed by the Harmonic Convergence in August 1987 and further compounded by the total solar eclipse on August 11th, 1999.

Change is accelerating and will continue to do so and the people on earth need to be prepared for this 2012 date for us to be able to rise to a higher level of consciousness. In order to do this we must transform enormous and powerful personal and global issues that could stand in the way. Many people, influenced by some sensationalist Western interpretations of the Mayan Prophesies, believe that the world will end at the winter solstice 2012. This is not so. Humanity will continue, but in a different way. According to historian, anthropologist, Mayan priest and spiritual guide Carlos Barrios (Eagle Clan) “We are living in the most important era of the Mayan calendars and prophecies. All the prophecies of the world, all the traditions, are converging now. There is no time for games. The spiritual ideal of this era is action. Many powerful souls have reincarnated in this era, with a lot of power. This is true on both sides, the light and the dark. High magic is at work on both sides”. Change is needed and change will happen, but it’s up to each one of how difficult or easy this experience will be. These changes have to be experienced on both a personal and group/global level. Human beings need to come together to amplify their individual light and raise their vibration, in order to be able to support each other and the planet.

The current world crisis situation is set and well established, controlled by those who are aligned with the darker forces. Destruction or overpowering of such is not the way forward. We must approach this with open heartedness, love and concentrated infusions of the vibration and light we are amplifying by personal and group work for the raising of personal and planetary consciousness. As Carlos Barrios tells us, “We need to work together for peace and balance. Everyone who is here now has an important purpose. This is a hard, but a special time. We have the opportunity for growth, but we must be ready for this moment in history. If you have incarnated into this era, you have spiritual work to do balancing the planet. It is important to be clear about who you are. Great teachers have said from the beginning; Find your heart and you will find your way”.

Why Past Life Therapy? More Importantly Why Now?

“You are in the process of being reformed and refined from the deepest core level. Remember, we have told you that you are no longer moving into the future in linear time/space reality. You are becoming multidimensional and you are moving back in time healing the past as you go forward on the spiral of the future”.
Archangel Michael through Rona Herrman. July ‘08

Many therapies have emerged offered to us by the higher dimensional healing legions to assist our rapid and thorough healing and transformation. I work as a Clairgnostic - which means I ‘know’ without knowing how I know. This ‘knowing’ is the way I work and currently calls me to two main areas of personal healing and transformational work. One of these is Spirit Releasement Therapy; SRT, a process by which those of us who are unwitting ‘hosts’ to earthbound spirits (up to 70% of human beings can be unaware of attachments - see my web site or read Edith Fiore’s books to learn more on this subject) are released from these uninvited ‘guests’ who are sent back to the Light/Home/Other side. The other essential healing technique which I will talk of in this paper is Past Life Therapy, PLT.

Even though this method of healing has been around for some time, it has become a significant key, along with SRT, in the process of coming Home to the Self, in a necessarily accelerated way as we hurtle through time to this 2012 threshold. Experiencing a past life therapy session (or several) can produce profound results and life changing experiences in both our relationship to ourselves and those we are connected to. Long term ailments, fears, phobias, blocks, dysfunctional patterns, feelings of unease with or dislike of others, allergies, deja vu, ‘addictions’, depression, obesity, low self esteem, extreme emotions, poverty, suffering, victimhood, and perhaps even conditions like anorexia, etc, can be effectively and successfully treated and eliminated by exploring our past lives. We are being guided by the higher dimensions to clear the past. We cannot move forward until we do so. Conventional psychotherapies and counselling focus on our historical stories from childhood, even womb experience. Yet, we carry all that has gone before into the womb and into the world when we are born.

Karma

We can spend many years in traditional therapies and gain much understanding of the the reasons why certain patterns recreate over and over again. However, despite all this knowledge the patterns often don’t go away and people begin to believe that they have to learn to live with them and just appreciate the insights they have gained. These insights allow us to chip away at the outer layers of our issues, but tend not to take us into the core of these issues which often originate from our past lives.

It is possible to heal past life trauma through some psychotherapeutic therapies, however it remains the exception rather than the rule. Deep down inside we all long to be free of that which restricts our expression as joyful and autonomous humans beings and we can carry a deep disappointment at what we may perceive to be our own limitations in stepping out of dysfunctional or restrictive patterns and into the fullness of who we are. Many times I have heard those that I have journeyed with explain away their anxieties, suffering and discontent saying “It’s my karma” and to a large degree, yes, that may be the case and we have this life, now to balance past thought and actions. Through past life work we can go back and remember the forgiveness we gave to or received from others in the bardo (Home) and how we forgave ourselves. Why is it that we forget that the forgiveness and therefore resolution we may currently seek, we have already experienced? Why is it that we each carry the need for such? I will talk more of this later on.

Following a past life session, we can seek out those in this life who we recognised from our regression and either physically or mentally offer our apologies and ask for their forgiveness. For those we need to forgive, we can do exactly the same, for when we explore a past life we also see the wisdom and the gift of the experiences we had no matter how harrowing or traumatic. One of the wonderful examples of proof of how deeply healing and transformative this work can be is when those with whom we share our current lives and with whom we may have been in disharmonious relationship suddenly behave differently towards us, with a softness and acceptance that was not there before the regression. The reason for this is that we are all telepathically linked and as we free ourselves from old patterns and consciously settle old scores, so others can do the same without ever knowing that we have journeyed back in time healing old wounds and clearing old contracts between us.

Everything is Possible

We live in incredible times from a human history perspective and everything is now possible to enable us to really free ourselves from old stuck patterns and karmic obligations. We no longer have to wait until we have passed over to seek or offer forgiveness, redemption or understanding from those whose paths we may have crossed. Neither must we wait to leave our bodies before we can find self acceptance, self forgiveness or self love. In the past, this was the case as in the higher dimensions there is no judgement only unconditional love, compassion, empathy and wisdom. Therefore the understanding and forgiveness experienced was as natural in that dimension as the air we breathe in this one. Whole life times were wasted in regret, remorse, self hate, anger, vengeful thoughts and actions, hostility, isolation and loneliness as we were caught, unconsciously, in deeply entrenched negative patterns built up over life times.

When we return ‘Home’ to where we originally come from and to where we shall return at the end of this earthly life, we are shown everything we experienced when we were here on earth. We see all the goodness, help and joy we have bought to the world and all the harm, upset or injustices we may have caused others. We are shown every word, action or deed whilst in our physical, earthly bodies. A wise, compassionate and loving being sits with us as we review the life we have just departed. We are able to seek out those who are in the Spirit realm to offer and receive forgiveness. We feel no sense of shame or judgement, nor do we judge ourselves or others. The all pervading energy and atmosphere is one of divine loving understanding. In this dimension we are able to feel the magnitude and beauty of who we are. We recognise that we are Love. We continue with our learning and growth.

Coming Back/Reincarnating

If and when we choose to incarnate to this dimension again, we sit with a magnanimous being/guide to chart and plan the life circumstances we need for our soul’s evolution. The life we plan is one of our own design. It is entirely our choice. Our spirit guide/teacher will offer suggestions, however it is our decision and we are fully and lovingly supported in that. We can take the slow path and make it an easier or very unconscious life or we can take the path of great challenges to accelerate our soul’s development and in so doing potentially reduce any need for return visits to the earth in the near/far future. Whatever we choose it will be the perfect life we need to further our evolutionary journey.

In that place of Home, we are so in touch with the love, beauty and wisdom of our core essence that we may willingly choose to take on immensely challenging life circumstances. These will allow us to evolve into the divine spiritual beings that we are with maximum speed. We understand the purpose of the choices we make as we plan our re-entry into the physical dimension. It makes perfect sense and the purpose of the life ahead that we plan is crystal clear to us when in spirit. However, the impact of this third dimension means we forget that we chose the suffering or difficulties we encounter and we fall into victim mentality, dis-empower ourselves and lose our compass. Here’s how it begins.

When we incarnate entering the ‘preverbal’ stage of our development as an infant, the environment impacts in a profound way. We immediately become influenced by the dense third dimensional vibration of the earth and rapidly begin to adjust and align to it, having just arrived from the higher dimensions. Our parents or primary caregivers impact on us enormously and very quickly we begin to be conditioned to a vastly different reality, for we are back in the realm of karma and learning. The earth is like a spiritual university for some, a school or kindergarten for others, depending on one’s level of development. This is the realm we incarnate into to learn about emotions, feelings and love and how to create heaven on earth. We come from love in its purest expression and incarnate to a dimension (earth) which is a hotch potch of energies. We act out, attract, recreate and project all that needs healing in us. Energetically, it could be compared to listening to the most exquisite and harmonious piece of music (spirit world/Home) and suddenly being in the middle of billions of musicians, bands, groups, playing all kinds of music all at the same time. An energetic cacophony!

The Soul's Evolution

The earth is a wonderful gauge for many of us because having come from pure unconditional love in the higher dimensions, by coming to the earth we are able to measure how far we are along the path of our own evolution and how we are able to live the higher dimensional reality of pure loving consciousness here in the earth realm. My sense is that when we come into a place of living on earth as if in heaven, we have completed our learning here and are free to move on and choose other experiences when we leave our body. At that stage, we can choose to return and dedicate ourselves to helping others. This means we again become immersed in the conditioning from infancy to young adulthood and thus spend a portion of our earth time de-conditioning in order to reconnect with the purity of heart we attained in the previous incarnation. As evolved souls who have made that choice to return and help others with our wisdom, we may incarnate into far more conducive circumstances and find ourselves well integrated at an earlier age following enough healing work to bring us back to full awareness. We can choose to dwell in the higher dimensions offering ourselves as teachers and guides for humanity, in which case we will find earthbound sources through which to channel who will pass on our wisdom and guidance to the world or we may choose to explore other higher dimensional realities as we continue our soul’s journey all the way to union with Source.

Antagonists/Significant Others - A Curse or a Blessing?

Upon our arrival here in the third dimension we are like a blank canvas with our soul’s mission intact and in place ready to unfold. In order for us to catalyse our ‘divine plan’ in terms of the life we have mapped out for ourselves whilst here on earth, we must first encounter the ‘triggers’. These are our families and authority figures who will set the scene to allow our ancient wounds to be reopened and remembered, so that we may resolve and integrate on a personal level what we have come here to heal. This allows old grievances to rise to the surface, to be experienced, expressed, misunderstood or unmet by others. This forces us to seek ways of understanding and integrating, which is where therapies of one kind or another become very helpful. There are great bonds of love between those whom we have entered into ‘soul contracts’ with, those with whom we do battle, as we each fulfil our contractual roles. When we come to a point of realising our antagonists are our teachers, not just as a mental concept, but by feeling it in our hearts to the point where we can bless them, this is a great moment on our personal journey. For it shows that we have completed those contracts and the gift is to be able to enjoy the deep love we hold for that person in our heart and soul, with all feelings of emotional charge gone.

However, as babies we have no cognitive skills, intellectual capacity or intuitive development to recognise that those in our environments who are causing our discomfort and suffering are merely reactivating old wounds, patterns and issues that we have reincarnated with. These ‘antagonists’ from our childhood and teens invoke our life plan. These ‘significant others’ are truly our teachers, as we are theirs, for we must be opened by life’s betrayals for the deepest healing and transformation to occur. As infants we cannot evaluate and respond to what is occurring. As young children and teenagers what we do is react and act out. We blame and we become victims. Without the light of consciousness this behaviour continues even up to our deaths in old age - if we make it that far.

The Original Wound - Returning to How it all Begins
Owing to our vulnerability and dependence as infants, we are at the mercy of environmental factors and entirely dependent upon our primary caregivers. We look to them for cues as to ‘how it works’ in this dimension and we begin to mimic the behaviour of those around us in order for our survival needs to be met, to fit in and not be rejected. One woman I journeyed with described an awareness she had of learning not to cry as an infant in case she was sent away, like her brother, because her mother could not cope with a crying baby. To a baby, being taken from its mother and family is a death. We are born with highly developed survival instincts and adapting our behaviour begins the moment we perceive a threat to our survival, well being or possible rejection. Those taken into care and fostered or adopted (including myself) have a particularly painstaking task ahead of them if they choose, as a conscious adult, to unravel their current life history back to infant hood and heal the deepest wound - the wound of separation. For this is the ‘original’ wound, also referred to as ‘the primal wound’, which each and every one of us carry - ‘Separation from Source’.

Our First Loss

We are highly intelligent beings during infancy and in that preverbal phase we quickly learn what pleases our caregivers, at the expense of our own needs and truth. Not doing what is expected of us, more often than not brings with it unpleasant consequences. During that first two-year window of our new life on earth we start to become conditioned, adapted and learn how to hide our needs and our true feelings. In so doing, we begin to ‘forget’ our personal and worldly purpose - what we really came here to be and to do. We start to lose our connection with that place of ‘knowing’ within. We lose ourselves and the remembrance of the truth of who we are.

The degree of conditional love or presence we experience from our parents or caregivers will dictate the power of the internalised emotional ‘charge’ that anchors into our energetic, mental, emotional and physical bodies. At this tender age and in this new body we are unfamiliar with this emotional charge because in the world of Spirit we do not experience emotion - we are pure Love. However, locked in our cellular and soul memory will be our own historical, as well as ancestral trauma and patterning. The energy of this unfamiliar emotional charge impacts our delicate and fragile, newly unfolding inner self. Because it is an unknown energy to us in our current incarnation, we do not know how to express it because we are not encouraged or shown how to. Therefore we internalise this charge, which builds layer upon layer, until the reason for the original ‘charge’ is lost to our conscious memory, buried under further accumulated layers of internalised, negative and unexpressed emotional ‘charge’. In order to free ourselves of this charge we need to trace back through these accumulated layers to the original charge. This is not within our capacities as infants, toddlers, young children or teenagers. It is only if we become conscious, aware adults that we can begin to journey back in time, through this life and further back into other lives.

As infants we are able to cry and scream as a response to our basic survival needs. As we develop into toddler hood, we start to feel impulses to cry and scream as a reaction to this ‘charge’, a charge we have no intelligent understanding of. For example, at 18 months we do not have a thought that allows us to say how angry we are with mother for hitting us in the supermarket for becoming distressed or how upset we are at being shouted at for not being easy to feed that morning.

The usual behaviour of our parents or caregivers is to ‘react’ and shout or scream back, cry, become stressed or even hit us, thus blasting more negative emotional charge into our energetic, mental, emotional and physical bodies. This cycle continues throughout our early years into young adulthood. At this stage of our lives it tends to continue by attracting more of the same for we now believe that this is the norm and we behave reactively to ourselves (self sabotage/self abuse/self hate) or we become abusive, difficult and troublesome towards others. Could it be that the so called ‘terrible two’s’ or ‘rebellious teens’ may be our unconscious attempts at releasing some of the charge we feel inside? However, because it is done without consciousness, like attracts like and the exposure to further negative emotional charge escalates.

This sad and traumatising cycle continues beyond teens and into adulthood until we reach a place in our lives where we seek professional help through various forms of therapies. By our teens, the majority of us are filled to overflowing with painful emotions and this is where patterns of self destruction and destructive behaviour really begin to come into play as we turn those powerful, excruciating emotions in on ourselves. Because of the lack of a safe place to express our painful feelings, we project these emotions onto others. More and more often these strongly charged emotions are being projected onto innocent bystanders who pose no threat, beginning with bullying at home, on the streets, in the playground and as we are increasingly seeing in the growing gun and knife culture amongst adolescents and preteens.

It shows itself in domestic violence, crime and terrorism. Nation against nation, brother against brother, sister against sister. We have only to look at the heart breaking cruelty to animals and nature to see where much of this unconscious, devastatingly powerful ‘charge’ gets projected.

We Have Forgotten The Truth

That pure and intact wholeness of being and awareness of purpose that we each incarnate with is lost to most of us by the time we hit puberty, usually years before. Instead of the pure bundles of love we arrived as fresh from source, by adolescence we have lurched way over to the other side of the spectrum carrying deeply painful feelings experienced as hatred and disdain of self or fear of others or of the world. We no longer have any concept of our authentic and true self, which remains buried under the layers that began to build when we were infants. Instead we develop what psychotherapy terms; an ‘adapted’ self, a psychological defence mechanism we put in place from the earliest age in order to survive infancy, toddler hood, our childhood and teens.

We forget the truth of who we are, why we are here and what we came here to do. We lose our sense of autonomy and uniqueness. We become strangers to ourselves and because this cycle repeats throughout most of humanity, we find ourselves surrounded by people who have also been through this experience of soul amnesia. We are strangers living amongst strangers, relating to ourselves and each other inauthenticity without any real idea of who we truly are. The glimpses afforded to us are those rare moments when our guard drops (adapted self is literally caught off guard) as our heart (authentic self) responds for a brief moment before retreating back into the safety of hiding.

Often one is most in touch with the true self when first in love, when a baby is born or when a loved one is very ill or dying. In other words, extreme emotional situations will call the heart forward before we find ourselves again slipping back into the numbness of our everyday lives. The question of how to live from the heart, (the true self) all the time is answered by stepping onto the path of self-awareness, self-development and self-love. As we embrace a more psychologically aware and spiritual practice, we do not need to wait for highly charged emotional experiences to open us to ourselves and others. We begin to remember and get to know ourselves for who we truly are living that each day. For this specific reason profound healing methods like PLT are needed.

Sadly, most people continue to live from ‘forgetfulness’ throughout their lives and pass over deeply unfulfilled, confused, exhausted and lonely, even if they are surrounded by people and ‘material acquisitions. As they take their last breath they still have no idea of the glorious and magnificent beings they were at the moment of incarnation and are poised to re-encounter when they step through the thin veil that stands between this dimension and the higher realms.

For these souls it takes passing to the other side/Home for them to ‘remember’ who they are and the purpose of the life they have just departed. When a soul is in their life review, after they have discarded the physical body, they soon realise that in order to move along the evolutionary path they may choose to come back again with the same life lessons, hoping that next time they can move through those early years of conditioning into self-awareness and thus fulfil their soul’s mission. We may not follow the same life circumstances as before, i.e., great material wealth, poverty, illness, wellness, success, etc. We may choose something quite different. However, the life lessons remain the same and the life chosen will be one that will bring us to a point of questioning through unfulfillment. It is the individual soul’s choice as to whether they respond to that questioning in a positive and life affirming way or whether they decide to stop the question from arising by becoming numb and pursuing a life of false security rather than fulfilment.

The Shift of Ages

As I have already mentioned, we are poised at a pivotal time in human history as we shift ‘ages’ from Pisces to Aquarius and as the Mayan Calendar nears its completion in 2012. There are intense and powerful energetic shifts, excessively high frequencies and planetary vibrational transformations taking place as I write this and you read it. To adapt to these and other astronomical changes our bodies are altering their frequency to correspond with the changes of the earth’s resonance. Many sensitive people are feeling the impact of all these planetary shifts at a physical level with challenging physical symptoms, including, exhaustion, dizziness, shaking, memory loss, headaches, nausea, a need to withdraw and general ups and downs with overall health. You must have noticed that it feels like there are not enough hours in the day and that whole sections of time seem to be disappearing.

New World Vision - 2012

As our planet experiences these intense shifts then so do we. Many of us are feeling an urgent need to heal ourselves, find ourselves, come home to ourselves, to know and live our Truth. In these incredible times we are able to do so with lightning speed. Many therapies have emerged in the last five to ten years to facilitate rapid transformation as we literally race against the clock to 2012. Even if our conscious mind has no concept or understanding, our unconscious mind and our psyche is aware of the fundamental importance of humanity’s need to ‘wake up’, to ‘awaken’. According to spiritual sources, it requires a specific amount of people to have done so in order for the collective shift of consciousness to take place in 2012. Those who have done this will assist the ‘mass’ when they ‘wake up’ at some point late December 2012, perhaps scratching their heads and wondering what is going on! My sense is that the real and fundamental changes, shifts and transformations will be stirring deep within the collective unconscious and that over a period of time, world consciousness will unfold in ways unknown for aeons. Seeds are being sown pre 2012 and the blossoming is post 2012.

My understanding is that our collective mission is to recreate heaven on earth. Once this is achieved then ascension is a wholly natural phenomenon. I do believe that through a lack of consciousness on a collective level we are headed for disaster. Through gnosis, I know that these next four years hold the key to a new world vision and everyone of us who is engaged in raising our own consciousness or facilitating that in others, is helping to ensure this next step for man/womankind is made possible.

The Bow and Arrow Effect

Returning to the subject of past life work. Using what happens to us from infants to teens as an analogy of the ‘layering’ process that takes place, we can say that a similar process occurs when continuous incarnations build upon the previous ones. In times gone by, we did not have the consciousness or tools at our disposal to explore and heal past lives in the way we do today. An important component of depth healing includes reaching back into the past to seek out the original wound (like the original layer of internalised emotional charge we experience as new-borns that I spoke of earlier) which can require us to make several past life journeys to reach the original core wound. Healing so far back in time can propel us forward like a rocket in terms of our development. Imagine a bow and arrow and how far back the arrow must be taken, to the maximum point of tension, before it is released to travel as far forward as is possible at tremendous speed. This is vital and necessary if we are to heal ancient and current traumas that to this day may still dictate and control our lives.
Heaven on Earth: For The Self and for the Collective
There is another crucial point to make about choosing to explore and heal our past lives and that is to do with ancestral healing. To not keep putting too fine a point on it, we are poised on the threshold of great change, both personally and on a planetary scale for all the reasons mentioned earlier (there are probably several more as well). So we live in a time where we are able to fully remember who we are, where our edges are, where the healing is needed and equally as important, we have the means by which to achieve this. Because of this exciting and never before experienced course humanity is taking, many highly evolved souls have been incarnating since the latter part of the 19th century, increasing dramatically in the 20th century. My sense is that the 21st century is bringing in a whole wave of very highly evolved souls who do not have to experience clearing or preparation work that the earlier waves had to do. However, amongst humanity stand many, many evolved souls, who not only have chosen to commit themselves to finding heaven on earth within themselves but remain dedicated to that as their worldly mission.

This has required great courage, humility and honesty in each of these people as they peel away the layers of the conditioning and impact of the environment that they have been raised in. Such souls are also processing much for the collective, including acting as channels for the intense frequencies bombarding our planet at this time. This can be likened to lightning seeking out trees in order to earth a charge.

Ancestral Wounding/Ancestral Healing

However, there is another choice these souls have made and that is to be the ‘torch bearers’, the ‘light bearers’ for their ancestors. Anyone who is on a path of self-discovery, self-awareness and self-healing has stepped forward and volunteered to help heal the ancestral lineage in which they incarnated. Every family has a pattern, for some it’s alcohol, others it’s illness, others poverty, others abuse and so on. The ‘torch bearer’ for any given family has volunteered to take on and work through the family pattern - the “It ends here” pledge. For the ancestors that are being healed and freed of karma, it means that if they choose to reincarnate, their vibration and consciousness will be raised enough to come to earth school and continue to learn, grow and evolve in the new vibrational field and consciousness that will be our planet, post 2012. Because of those ‘torch bearers’ who stand at the front of the ancestral and current life family, offering to clear these historical patterns and traumas through themselves, ancestors and loved ones who have crossed over will have a choice as to whether to return to the ‘new earth’ or move to somewhere else that will support their journey back to union with Source.

Often, I can see an enormous crowd gathered behind those with whom I work. As with my own healing journey, at any given time, I can sense what is being worked through at an ancestral level. Recent examples are the womb healing of women ancestors and the exhaustion of both sexes which is the result of the harshness and hardship of their lives in other times. Our ancestral patterning runs deep and it takes great self awareness and self discipline to discern ‘what is mine and what belongs to the family pattern which is releasing through me’. Often the ancestral wounds mirror our own, exaggerating and exacerbating our own experiences. When one is sensitive enough one can distinguish between what may be a past life trigger and what is an ancestral clearing moving through. I often sense and see great crowds gathered behind me, looking to me to utilise what is available in this third dimension to heal their acquired third dimensional wounds. If ancestors have a chance for someone who is incarnate to represent them, this can be as good an opportunity as being here themselves, for as we look to our departed loved ones for guidance and healing, so too do they look to us for the same.

Touched by an Angel

You may wonder why it is if heaven is so full of love that we don’t automatically heal when we cross over. We do! However, we reincarnate to further our soul’s journey and to rise to a call to create heaven on earth. The earth is the dimension where we learn through emotional experiencing, therefore re-encountering third dimensional conditioning which causes us to ‘forget’ who we are and why we are here in our early lives. I am reminded of a story explaining the purpose of the ‘shush’ mark above our lips (the indent directly between our top lip and our nose). This is the spot the angels are said to touch at our moment of incarnation whispering softly, “Shush” as our conscious memory is gently prepared, minus memories of all past incarnations and the higher dimensions from which we are arriving. (There are some who do remember glimpses of a past life and Home when in the first few years here, yet the memory usually fades through conditioning and/or lack of appropriate response from our parents/caregivers when relaying our memories).

So forgetting appears to be an essential component of our early human experiences. Why might this be? One reason for this could be that if we were to remember some of the terrible things we may have done or harrowing experiences we may have had in past lives we would be too traumatised, for in those early years we simply are not mentally or emotionally equipped to manage such memories. If we remembered how beautiful and wonderful ‘Home’/Spirit Realm is would we even want to be here? We might end our lives in order to return never freeing ourselves from what Buddhists refer to as ‘the wheel of death and rebirth’. Importantly, we heal best by revisiting the source of the wound, where it originates, in the case of all incarnating humans, the third dimension.

Every memory we have ever had, every life, every experience is stored in our unconscious and is accessible through an approach like PLT. We are also able to access these memories through dreams, visions catalysed by altered states of consciousness induced, for example by, holotropic breathwork, shamanistic practices, rebirthing and meditation to name but a few. As we connect more and more with our true selves, we begin to form a bridge between the conscious and the unconscious mind and spontaneous memories from this and former lives can arise. When this occurs we can be sure that the psyche knows we are strong enough, emotionally mature and grounded enough to sit with, process and integrate what is wanting to be known to aid our development. At this stage, one is usually working deeply on oneself with the support of a skilled life guide, therapist or spiritual mentor.

Forgetting to Remember

Psycho-synthesis speaks of ‘Identifying in order to Disidentify’. We forget in order to remember. For it is in the forgetting that we seek that something which each of us feels is missing. For those of a less developed awareness the search for that missing something is outside of themselves. We have only to look at the consumer, drugs, alcohol and media obsessed culture we live in to see evidence of this. All these aspects of our current culture are designed to anaesthetise us, to stop us from asking ourselves the fundamental question of what is missing at a deeper level. However, a growing number, whose feelings of personal discontent and alienation from the ways of the world ask the very questions that those who wield the control and power are afraid of being asked. These are the people who will find truth, both within and in terms of the dysfunctional way the planet is run. This is when the real meaning and purpose of our lives unfolds. We remember ‘for what purpose this life’ and in so doing we become forces for personal and planetary consciousness, unity and transformation.

Post 2012 we have the opportunity to shift from a third dimensional consciousness to a fifth dimensional consciousness. We need to do as much human healing in these next four years as we can, not just for ourselves, but also for those we are sharing this planet with, those that have gone before and for those to come. I don’t believe we will wake up on the morning of the 22 December 2012 and experience the world as vastly changed. However, I do sense that the blueprint for humanity’s collective journey on this planet will have upgraded and shifted, been redefined. I see 2012 as the threshold, the gateway for this new blueprint to anchor, and in time we shall bear witness to it establishing and beginning to create the transformation foretold by all great spiritual traditions throughout the history of our world.

To conclude with more words of wisdom from Carlos Barrios. “The light is within us; let us work for our destiny - our destiny to better the human race. Let us become more aware of our actions; let us be more compassionate to our fellow human beings and to ourselves”.

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2012: A Clarion Call

a wake up call for humanity

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nicolya christi

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